It’s crazy how much a person can affect your emotions. & sometimes I cannot help but wonder whether it’s worth it at all. Someone asked me, “Is it worth it to do so much for one person?” Honestly, I really don’t know. What I do know is that I’m the one making all the effort and you’re barely even trying. I’m only human and there’s a limit to how much I can hold. Why do we always want what we can’t have?
Amidst juggling the demands of internship and other personal commitments, I have also been trying to strike off items from my ‘To-Do’ list. One of them is of course, reflections for the year, which I will blog about soon.
In the meantime, I just need to quieten my heart and focus on what’s real and what’s important. And to just look to God because everything I need can be found in Him and only Him only. I have been too distant from God recently and I want things to change. For the better, of course.
Happy holidays! ^^
You search in people, what only the Holy Spirit can give you.
—Jamile.E (via worshipgifs)
Now that you are leaving in two days, a part of me is already feeling this horrible sense of loss. 1.5 months is just too long :’(
Bet I’ll miss you more than you’ll miss me.
Come on, stop being so needy. Live your life. Never forget that in the end, everyone is just trying to save themselves.